1. |
Notable Silence
04:40
|
|||
i sit in my money
just try to forget me
i’m feeling so hungry
i’ll try to forget it
i have nothing to give
it smells like the train here
you’re under the table
i’m standing atop it
i burst through the door
i belt to an opera
in search of reminders
that maybe you love me
i watch as you watch me
i dance to a feeling
of shaking you loose
i spit at the ceiling
that hangs the chandelier
i prop up the ladder
and climb up the foyer
to notable silence
i notice the silence
so i bust out the door
i’ve swung to a rhythm
of jealousy wounds
my ass on the leather
my head in the news
i cheer with the others
who watch as i go
i’m faster than ever
i’m breaking the record
i’m breaking the record
i’m free to be loved
by lovers and empaths
who know how to go
let’s burst through it all
let’s burst through it all
restarting
let’s burst through it all
(i'm folding my money
i'm folding my hands
i sit in my money
i sit in my plans)
|
||||
2. |
Worldwide
02:33
|
|||
news hits
outbreak
everybody will be
gone in a day
can’t believe it
wasn’t far
the hypothetical
you’d ask at the bar
i call my mom
she says she knows
i hear her weeping
dad is yelling through the phone
i hang it up
i walk outside
everybody’s dancing in the streets
it's worldwide
i’m walking slow
through the crowd
i guess what else are
we supposed to do now
but celebrate
not settle down
the only way we
really truly know how
another day
not anymore
no other lover
i can love forevermore
it isn’t long
the new forever
at least we’re ending
with some pretty nice weather
and so i spin
i galavant
look to my left
and someone’s putting out their hand
in every city
from side to side
everybody’s dancing in the streets
it’s worldwide
|
||||
3. |
Performance
03:38
|
|||
morning comes in
light in my eyes
toss off the sheets
i look outside
birds in the air
dropping like flies
think i should stay inside
evening rolls in
time to be on
stretching my skin
for you to paint on
who will i be
once you have drawn?
what will it be tonight?
walk through the dark
hearing applause
stomach in throat
clenching my jaw
moisten my mouth
with the sweat from my palms
moving my hips tonight
oh my, i’m in the mindset
but what am i really like?
am ij ust being honest?
simple as i can be
oh my, i’m really on this
does everyone that i meet
know i am a performance?
tossing tossing turning but i shouldn’t, i’ll be fine
like i don’t have a lot to say i’ve said inside my mind
frequently i find myself debating gainst the signs
they point me to the place i feel i’ve been in my whole life
the sitting, criss-crossed, in the center of the stage
and getting lost in thought the moment i try to behave
and looking to the left the walls are empty tall and straight
the audience is thin and nude and shaped into a maze
but i read the sign and follow its directions feeling proud
just to see if possible it gives me something now
different than before that i can manifest somehow
like standing in the spot instead of always sitting down
the road is looking long - i see a forest and a hill
i place my coffee mug just barely on the window sill
i leave into the light with knees as buckled as my belt
and follow all the steps that others made just for the thrill
after many miles i’ve been marching on my own
i come across a sign that’s built with flesh and hair and bone
i’m not one to judge but i could smell it from the road
and getting even closer i can see what i’ve been shown
it’s funny how some people go the limit to recover
the parts of life that in our minds are frequent like no other
so i just turn around and stick my boots into the earth
and trudging back i realize it was what i meant to learn
that i don’t need to walk a hundred miles through the dirt
and i don’t need to stand up on the stage to feel deserved
cause if i’m always waiting for a sign from outer there
to answer thoughts that always swim around under my hair
i might miss the conversation+observation me
the part that feels the longing and the doubting of belief
and looking out i see that all the signs just point to me
i look into myself and find that i can finally breathe
moving my hips tonight
oh my, i’m in the mindset
but what am i really like?
am i just being honest?
simple as i can be
oh my, i’m really on it
does everyone that i meet
know i am a performance?
|
||||
4. |
Strand of Hair
04:41
|
|||
what i’d give to not know this burner
i’d give a dollar to a stranger on the street
what i’d give to not flip this burger
i eat my veggies right on top of my meat
i'm in the front of the line
you're in the back of the line
what i’d give to not be burning up strands of hair
a lady found one in her fries last week
i did the numbers and i lost so many
so now i’m worried that it was maybe me
i told my manager i had my hat on
the one embroidered with my father’s company
she said she saw me in the parking lot smoking
and that i had no hat when she saw me
i took the blame because if i hadn’t
it might have gone to someone else i know
like my boy edgar, he’s always working
harder than i think i’ve ever known
i'm in the front of the line
i wouldn’t want the blame to fall on him
he has a family and a beat up car
who knows where he would be without this job
i’d probably just sit and work from home
i have connections from my mom’s old friends
they don’t help much i never reach out
i’m always too lazy to text a person
i’m always too tired to open my mouth
i'm in the front of the line
edgar kept his job and i got fired
i told her that i had to pay my loans
she said i should have just kept my hat on
and not lied to her when i should have known
i told her i thought that she wasn’t working
and that it didn’t even cross my mind
even though i sometimes worry i’m balding
i thought i’d save that for another time
i'm in the front of the line
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like Super Shower of Grace, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp